Kepala tiba2 runsing fikir sesuatu yg tidak sama sekali sepattnya memikirkan.. erm.. knp? mngapa?? after all this time, why now?

nak ditingglkn..mmg tidak lah... nak dibiarkan, makan diri... why not let fate decide?? or shall i sacrifice what i already have?

weird isnt it.. I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.. I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry